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  2008.06.28  14.42
boxes

Where can I find some free boxes that I can put all my stuff in?

 
 


 
  2008.05.30  23.55
missing you

This is why I try to work 8 hours a day, 7 days a week.
Because if I don't I will start thinking bout him like I am right now.
It's been six months and I should get over it, but I can't and I miss him and I broke his heart.
I just want to go back in time to when I was 17 and in love, before all the bad stuff happened.
I just want to curl up in his arms and never leave.
I didn't mean to hurt him but I did.

 
 


 
  2007.10.13  16.08
Boogie Nights is my favourite movie!

Are those lizard?
-No, they're Italian. I'm gonna fuckin' buy these.



Music: Me and Bobby McGee - Janis Joplin
 
 


 
  2006.12.03  02.46


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halloa hlalola haloola wher is mty boydrirned yu ask well id unno
oh he went to a party with rayn hi hihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihiihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihihi 
i nknow ryna he lived by my hosue but now not mnoe mmore and i typed ryan wornd!!! ryan ryan rayn
i like to rdrink red wine it tastes like a kangaroo in mnnmy mouth i feel bad for typing andmether mens name derrick!!!!
love

 
 


 
  2006.08.23  09.49
that new game

1. You are one of my only true loves.  And I love you, and I also love your boyfriend.  You have the best hair out of everybody I know, and you're cute.  And I like when we skip school/I am in your prescence.  And you are beautiful inside and out, I guess you could say I am a fan! And we need to have a slumber party soon, aka immediately.

2. You probably won't see this, but I love you too.  You are definately a contender for Best Hair.  I like our phone/text chats, our shopping days, our interventions.  OH and playing with your SUPER SWEET dogs.  OOooooh I wish we didn't have opposite work scheudules becasue then we could hang out more.

3. You probably won't see this either.  But, we have a pretty random friendship, and I have no idea how we got so close, but I AM GLAD.  You are always there to protect me and watch out for we, probably because  you're a lot wiser.  We had so much fun this year and now I think this upcoming year of asscrack high school will suck because you won't be there.  I love you and I am going to miss you, but I hope you find a guy at university (remember there are like 5 of them, and one of them we already know is NOT good.) and I know you will because you're beautiful.  Also, get a cell phone and laptop so I can be in contact with you every minute of the day (the way it should be)

4. At first I was sad that you started working at Prohardware becasue you were replacing someone I really liked working with, but then once I met you, I realized you are frickin awesome, and I love working with you/Karen.  Actually, if all three of us worked at once nothing would get done.  I can't wait to hang out with you outside of work.  And I like how we wait till customers leave to talk about things. YESS A+++ (also this di-color scheme was intentional)

5. You at Camp Massad right now, but, I have been friends with you for a long time and I'm up for a WAshington Reunion at anytime, maybe with just the girls?  As long as Kirby doesn't pick the movie....

6. You are crazy, and we used to be really close, and now we only talk sometimes.  But I think you are awesome still and one day I will come to your house and visit.  And see Ricky Bobby! AS promised.

7. We also used to be really close and I have to admit that whenever I go to the hairdresser I wish I was going to you, you're the only person I ever really trusted with my hair completely.  You are a grown up now, and I am happy for you and your man.  Maybe we'll hang out sometime or something... Either way, best of luck in the future!

8. WHY ARE YOU GOING TO A DFIFFERENT SCHOOL (its ok i know why).  I am going to miss you so much.  I liked how we talked at school and the odd time did something outside of school, see you around I ghuess.  Also you're cute and I miss you.

9. We never see eachother and we had a huge fight, but we got past that, and I still feel really close to you, even when we talk on the internet, I wish I could see you more.  I think you're really pretty and I can only hope for more random run-ins when I am downtown, I miss you.

10. I used to really like you, but I've come to the realization that you actually ruined my life.


 
 


 
  2006.06.20  22.21


 

 
i thought about the past, when i wasn't sure

and
it couldn’t be more clear
day or night in summer I’ll say
words you want to hear
i don't care
what anybody says; this puzzle fits together
you're my fire engine's red

and when you touched my hand, I’d start running for the door.
you told me please don’t leave, a minute of your time,
a ZILLIONminutes later, our borders undefined..

 

everytime we touch, the walls disappear
looking in your eyes is like looking in a mirror
you’ve painted me a picture

 





Mood: thankful
Music: Beyonce and Jay-Z - '03 Bonnie and Cylde
 
 


 
  2006.02.09  11.11
crawl!

never had a drink that I didn't like
I got a taste of you, threw up all night
I got more sick
With every sour second rate kiss
Everything I never would miss again





Mood: cranky
 
 


 
  2006.01.28  03.03
ATTN EVERYONE

I know 853,475 ways to please a man. And 853,473 of the are recepies.

 
 


 
  2005.11.19  00.16
i just fix you a plate, and i stay out of your way.

big

I had a dream that we were exactly the same size.

Our toenails, our thumbs and the distance between our eyes were exactly the same.

You stretched out your fingers, and mine filled the spaces perfectly.

Our insides were exactly the same too, we had the same amount of blood in our veins.

I breathed in just as much air as you did and our hearts made the same number of beats.

On my bed, we took up the same amount of space.  The blanket could cover us both.

I wore your shoes when I need to run to the store, and I didn’t trip.  Your shoes fit me.

We were the same height; I never adjusted the seat after you drove my car.

Our shadows were the same size; people would mistake me for you in the dark.

When we touched, our bodies and brains knew they found their match.  It felt right.

We never grew up.  Or maybe we did, I never noticed because we grew at the same rate.

We were always together; our size was just a way to express the connection between us.

When I woke up, my bed was empty.  It was all a dream.

But, certain things about us were still the same.

I sit by the phone and wait for it to ring. You never call me, and I’m not going to call you.

Our hearts will always be the same size.

 

by leah metcalf





Mood: in love
Music: david young and oscar peterson
 
 


 
  2005.10.15  13.07
???

railroad tracks and power lines, dividing lines, your eyes.

that abandoned shack by my house and the light up in the sky...

I won't forget the silly things that made this place my home,

And why is it when I'm with you, I feel so alone?

Pretty birds won't fly no more if we take away their wings,

and if all those birds sat on the floor, do you'd still think they'd sing?

Because I can't sing with out you, and how you made me feel

I guess its because you went away and I'm not sure how to deal...

with gas stations and dollar stores and streets named after trees,

the only time I like it here is when you are with me

I took my chances, heard your defenses, but somethings never change

If you stuck around just one more year, would you still feel the same?

on a rainy day, or a summer day, there's still nothing to do...

And when you saw me smiling it was because I was with you!

so heres something we won't forget, the names of prairie towns,

because this place isn't all that bad...

just better when you're around.





Mood: busy
Music: Money (That's What I Want) - The Flying Lizards
 
 


 
  2005.10.09  12.25
maybe i won't marry a fashion designer, maybe i will be one?

I made a purse today because I couldn't find anything I liked in stores. I used an old halloween costume I bought at value village for like 2.99. And green thread, because that is the only colour I had. It took like two hours to make, but I'm cool so whatever.

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look a brand new purse

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this is what it looks like on a young girl.


oh oh oh oh and if you are a fan of stuff i make, sometimes i string words together to make paragraphs, check them out at:
http://www.livejournal.com/~shewontstay



Mood: aggravated
Music: a fine romance - lena horne
 
 


 
  2005.09.06  00.02
well here it is

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i know you grew up.
why did you forget that i grew up?



Mood: lonely
 
 


 
  2005.06.18  11.36
mixed media

hi guys, i made some art here goes:

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poster is actually large and wouldn't fit on scanner. it glows in the dark and i used: newpaper, paper, water color, pastels and crayons. it is about the band metric

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this drawing was also too big to fit on the scanner. it is from a song i made. i used: newspaper, black construction paper, water colours, acrylics and straws the big black thing up top is a heart exploding, you just can't tell because its cutoff by my scanner


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this is a small one. made of: crayon, pastel, phone book pages, paper, watercolor, acrylic



Mood: heartbroken
Music: Desaparecidos - Man, Wife, The Former
 
 


 
  2005.05.12  22.54
what is a computer

i am learning to take pictures, my camera uses film


here is an angel hellow angel


very small grave stone why are you so small why did you die


it was very sunny and i didn't tresspass just like the sign said



Mood: sad
Music: m ward - so much water
 
 


 
  2005.02.25  22.14
Elephants.





Mood: upset
Music: shampoo commercials
 
 


 
  2005.01.07  20.51
TOP TEN 2004



On the sidenote, there will be real prizes this time not like all the other bogus times!



Mood: happy
Music: Dave Young and Mulgrew Miller - Hot House
 
 


 
  2004.12.30  22.07
Birds!

There is an awful blizard and I can't go home. I was going to draw the Top Ten of 2004, but I am not at home right now. Instead, I will make a list of different kinds of birds. Thanks Guys! Look for The Top Ten of 2004 sometime in early 2005!
Here is the list:
Amadavat
Babbler
Baker
Blackcap
Bluebird
Bluejay
Bobolink
Brant
Bunting
Buzzard
Chirper
Cotinga
Courlan
Crossbill
Crow
Dove
Egret
Falcon
Feather
Finch
Firetail
Fowl
Goose
Grackle
Grossbeak
Grouse
Ginea
Halycon
Hobby
Hoopoe
Hooter
Hornero
Hugila
Incomer
Jacamar
Jacana
Jackdaw
Jaeger
Junco
Kinglet
Martin
Minivet
Mocker
Moulter
Oriole
Ortolan
Peacock
Percher
Phoebe
Plover
Poorwill
Prechear
Raven
Redstart
Redwing
Robin
Roadrunner
Saltator
Scraper
Shrike
Siner
Skylark
Snipe
Sparrow
Starling
Sunbird
Surfbird
Swallow
Swift
Sylvan
Tanager
Thrasher
Thrush
Trogon
Umbrette
Verdin
Waxwing
Whinchat
Wren
Yawper



Mood: awake
 
 


 
  2004.12.23  20.18
projected future!





Mood: flirty
Music: THE SOUND OF MUSIC
 
 


 
  2004.12.20  22.59
sunday night!





Mood: full
Music: man
 
 


 
  2004.12.18  17.37


Kyla
By: Leah

Kyla is my favourite! She is the only one who replied to the survey in my journal. We used to play together when we were little. Kyla, you are wonderful and I am glad we are friends. I like to talk to you about anything, from boys to birds (man birds are so beautiful). Wind Ensemble is good times.

Amber

Amber and I were in 4H when we were little! She came to my house and played with my pony. Somehow we met back up years later. She was in my room at Camp Ceaderwood and we drew pictures. Amber is very cool, and we talk about lots of things like boys and scarves and how birds are the best! One time I lent her a really cool hat.

Tali

Out of all the people in the world, I think Tali is the one I would most like to tap. Yeah, you heard me. Tali and I date all the back to Grade 1 when she was in my class and we looked like twins. Tali is cool because she likes good music and she's representin' the North End. Dammmmmn them holes are big.

 
 


 
  2004.12.11  22.09
dear journal, i am in love

But first, I must fo what all the other kids are doing!

1. Reply to this post if you want me to tell you what I think about you. If I don't know you well...I'll have to improvise.

2. Watch my journal over the next few days for a post just about you.





Mood: in love
Music: TV
 
 


 
  2004.11.27  16.41
BEST DAY EVER

The Weakerthans were/are AMAZING!
Today was really good.



Mood: ecstatic
 
 


 
  2004.11.18  22.02
My dog is rly cute lol



before we say goodnight

DAMNIT!!!



Mood: giggly
Music: corner gas *most random show ever*
 
 


 
  2004.11.07  18.26
i want to make you smile whenever you're sad





Mood: satisfied
Music: The simpsons!
 
 


 
  2004.11.03  22.36
STOLEN FORM LAUREN

Sorry guys, no paint drawing today.

Ten years ago, I:

1. Went to kindergarten in the basement of Centennial School, and there was a slide in the class room.
2. Took figure skating lessons.
3. Cried if I missed Power Rangers because of skating lessons.

Five years ago, I:

1. Played the recorder and thought I was damn good at it.
2. Played the ukelele and thought I was damn good at it.
3. Went to school in the city.

One year ago, I:

1. Was really angry at everything for some reason.
2. Sucked at bass.
3. Was a total loser, and switched schools.

So far this year, I:

1. Am very busy, but happy.
2. Got a job.
3. Play bass in a promising ska band.

Yesterday, I:

1. Felt really overwhelmed, but not anymore.
2. Played some asstastic volleyball.
3. Called Ian out of pure excitement of good news.

Today, I:

1. Had band practice and played horribly.
2. Painted a whole lot of stuff.
3. Yelled at my brother.

Tomorrow, I will:

1. Go to Wind Ensemble.
2. Think about how great The Weakerthans are.
3. Admire the hot boy.

In one year, I will:

1. Be 16.
2. Be more organized and have a better job with more hours
3. Hopefully improved overall, as a person, student and musician.

In five years, I will:

1. Be 20, and able to go to the big kid's Weakerthans concert.
2. Be in touch with the people I care about now.
3. Doing something fun.



Mood: creative
Music: The frickin tv
 
 


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